31 is a centered pentagonal number. It is also the 4th lucky prime.

Your Questions, My Answers, and the Winner

First, thanks to everyone for their birthday greetings and wishes through social and telecommunication networks. I am really touched by your gifts and surprises. Why do you do this to me? Yay!

Second, thanks to the participants of this year’s birthday contest and giveaway. Please note that the early part of the recording mentions that there are five participants. However, a new participant went through while I was answering the fifth set of questions. So do the math: 5 + 1 = 6. Yay!

Here is the recording:

I know it’s a long one, so here are the jumps if you are in a hurry:

00:00 – Intro and Participant 1

  1. Who would you rather have dinner with: Knut Hamsun or Jose Saramago?
  2. What do you honestly think of fanfic?
  3. What is your favorite movement in Beethoven’s 9th Symphony?
  4. Ang uod ba, pag namatay inuuod?

05:35 – Participant 2

  1. When are you going to finish your novel? Definite date, please.
  2. If you weren’t gay, describe the kind of girl you would love to be with.
  3. Describe the best day you’ve had in 2014.
  4. You’re writing your will. Would you bequeath something to me in it? If yes, what? If not, why?

11:29 – Participant 3

  1. Are you a virgin?
  2. Do you know what happens to a toad when it’s hit by lightning?
  3. Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?
  4. Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?

13:10 – Participant 4

  1. What’s the worst book you’ve ever read? Explain why (if you feel like it).
  2. Do you think it’s necessary for a self-confessed bookworm to have read a decent number of classic novels or is reading classics nothing more than a cruel imposition?
  3. Your book shelf is on fire. Which book do you save?
  4. Who is your favorite pop diva and why?

17:52 – Participant 5

  1. What’s the best thing that could happen in the next 364 days?
  2. Which book would you unwrite off the face of the literary world?
  3. What’s going to make you cease smoking? :P
  4. Kill, Fuck, Marry TFG Edition: Maria, Mae, Monique? (If you don’t want the ladies, maybe you could do the men or do both, ehehe: Aaron, Beejay, JL)

23:38 – Participant 6

  1. Which bookish place (fictional or not) did you really want to visit after reading a book?
  2. What is the best compliment you have ever received?
  3. What do you think Victoria’s secret is?
  4. What’s the most memorable lesson you’ve ever learned, and who taught it to you?

30:50 – Deliberation and declaration of winner

I apologize for the following: my voice, my incoherence, my grammar and pronunciation slips, and the recording quality. I hope the quality will be acceptable to your ears. Congratulations to the winner!

31 is a centered pentagonal number. It is also the 4th lucky prime.

31 Is the 4th Lucky Prime

Fourth lucky prime? Okay. Coincidentally, this post is my fourth time to do a birthday giveaway. I’m doing another one because I’m kind of used to doing it. But I don’t know what to do.

To help me decide, let’s review the bloggy and birthday giveaways that I did for the past four years:

  • January 2012 – I asked you to post a memory when you were 12 years old.
  • April 2012 – I asked you to name your favorite post in this blog. And also to guess for my age.
  • January 2013 – I asked you to suggest some reading and blogging resolutions.
  • April 2013 – I asked you to suggest a name for a hypothetical personal blog. Nobody won!
  • January 2014 – I asked you to recommend me a book. And I read one of the recommendations!
  • April 2014 – I asked you to guess what am I saving money for.
  • January 2015 – I asked you to guess my short list of science fiction books for our book club’s August discussion.
  • April 2015 – ?

Aha! Here’s what we’ll do. Ask me four questions. No more, no less. They could be bookish, personal, stupid, whatever. Then I’ll answer them. Sounds good?

You have 31 hours to post your four questions. 31 because that’s the new number I have to write at the space for age when filling out forms for the next 12 months.

The winner will win a book of his or her choice (not more than Php 1,000). I will decide the winner based on how interesting his or her questions are to me. I will not read the entries until the deadline (April 26, 12:00 AM). After that, I will do an on-the-spot audio recording. That way, everyone can judge how interested I am in answering the questions.

Thanks in advance.Please join! Don’t let this be like April 2013. ;)

The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman

Book Review – The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman

The Graveyard Book is a chillingly charming novel about the childhood of a boy raised by ghosts in a graveyard. How is this possible, the reader might ask. It may not be possible but the possibility of it is welcome, I say. Nobody Owens, not his original name, totters into the graveyard near their house while a mysterious man murders the rest of his family. He is no more than two years old. Fortunately, kind and matronly Mistress Owens, one of the resident ghosts, finds the boy and takes him as her own, but this is not without the approval of the graveyard community.

A graveyard is not normally a democracy, and yet death is the great democracy, and each of the dead had a voice, and an opinion as to whether the living child should be allowed to stay, and they were each determined to be heard, that night.

But how can a live boy survive in a world where there are only dead people? What about his food? His clothes? His education? The Owenses are now Bod’s parents, but the graveyard community still assigned him a guardian who could take care of his living human needs. This guardian is Silas, an entity who is not quite living and not quite dead. Gaiman mentioned in interviews that Silas is a Very Important Person to Bod, and allow me also to leave it at that.

After Bod Owens is granted the Freedom of the Graveyard, which allows him to essentially live among the dead, stories from his growing up years follow. The chapters can stand alone as individual short stories as each one happens in a particular year of Bod’s life. Two of the chapters that I like the most are the second (The New Friend), where Bod is introduced to his first living friend, Scarlett, and the fourth (The Witch’s Headstone), where Bod is introduced to his first ghost friend who is not from their graveyard. Both chapters are more than stories of friendship. They also tell of courage, giving, and learning with a little fantastic adventure to entertain the reader.

Bod’s childhood is a strange one but there is still the pattern of defying what the adults say and learning from mistakes. It is inevitable that Bod would leave the graveyard, so as much as it is a childhood novel, it is also a novel where Bod comes of age.

Sleep my little babby-oh
Sleep until you waken
When you wake you’ll see the world
If I’m not mistaken.
Kiss a lover,
Dance a measure,
Find your name
And buried treasure…
Face your life
Its pain, its pleasure,
Leave no path untaken.

The ending is tender and bittersweet, which is to be expected but I’m nevertheless struck by it. Bod understands that there are those who must leave and those who must stay. It’s a banal platitude but it’s one of the important lessons that must be learned at young adulthood to help one’s self go out into the world and follow dreams. Bod still has many things to learn but he’s one step ahead. It looks like he will be on a promising journey.

[Read in April 2015.]
[4 out of 5 stars.]
[312 pages. Trade paperback. A gift from one of TFG’s White Elephant Book Swap.]

Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel

Weekend Book Review – Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel

Station Eleven is a post-apocalyptic and dystopian novel that traverses between the past and the future, which is set 20 years since the Georgia Flu wiped out the world’s population. Some readers label this as a sci-fi novel, but I don’t agree with them. The Georgia Flu, the only scientific part of the novel, is, I daresay, only a tool used by the author to put the characters in a bleak future where boundaries are erased and technologies are obsolete. In such a situation, themes on the insufficiency of survival, the preservation of art, and the perseverance of humanity can be explored.

But these themes strike me as beside the point. The overarching themes that I see in this novel are nostalgia and regret. Some parts in the past are written in the present tense while the parts in the future are written in the past tense. I find this a curious thing to do. Writing in the present tense gives a sense of urgency, and is the author trying to tell us that the past must be given our utmost attention to understand the things that come after it?

This is also apparent in the novel’s central character, Arthur Leander. He is a successful Hollywood actor who is thrice married and thrice divorced. He often looks back at his life, something that he feels has slipped away from him, and tries to make sense of his fortune and failures. He regrets a lot of things, and as he comes to terms with these, he dies of a heart attack during a stage production of the Shakespearean play King Lear, just right at the cusp of the Georgia Flu pandemic.

At that moment, Jeevan, ex-paparazzo and future paramedic, performs CPR on him but to no avail. This image has a huge impression on the eight-year-old child actress Kirsten. These two characters survive the pandemic but they are haunted by the memory of Arthur. Kirsten, still an actress in the future, collects articles mentioning Arthur as she and the Traveling Symphony move from one settlement to another. Jeevan, locked up in his brother’s apartment as people die at an exponential rate, recalls the day when he interviewed Arthur and, further than that, the days when he snapped photos of him and his first wife, Miranda.

There is a mystery story arc in the novel involving a prophet in the future that is well-thought but the discerning reader will have no problem in figuring out who is who and what is what. Clues are neatly planted along the way so it isn’t much of a surprise when the reader figures out things. In fact, there isn’t even a grand revelation, and I suspect that the mystery is also beside the point.

This novel kept me reading chapter after chapter, but I feel a slight disappointment at the prose. The images are vivid, but they somehow miss the target. Also, the horror of the pandemic and the bleakness of the future do not feel that horrendous and desolate. That doesn’t mean though that there are no luminous moments.

But first, there’s this moment, this lamp-lit room: Miranda sits on the floor beside Elizabeth, whose breath is heavy with wine, and she leans back until she feels the reassuring solidity of the door frame against her spine. Elizabeth, who is crying  little, bites her lip and together they look at the sketches and paintings pinned to every wall. The dog stands at attention and stares at the window, where just now a moth brushed up against the glass, and for a moment everything is still. Station Eleven is all around them.

There are only a few copies of “Station Eleven,” but maybe coincidence will make me come across one.

[Read in April 2015.]
[4 out of 5 stars.]
[333 pages. Hardcover. A gift from TFG’s Christmas Auction.]

Billy Lynn's Long Halftime Walk by Ben Fountain

Weekend Book Review – Billy Lynn’s Long Halftime Walk by Ben Fountain

Billy Lynn’s Long Halftime Walk follows one day in the life of 19-year-old Specialist Billy Lynn and the rest of the Bravo company. This one day is the last day of their Victory Tour, a national celebration for Bravo’s defeat of Iraqi insurgents, a feat filmed by a news channel and uploaded to YouTube. In this age, people can be YouTube sensations by recording themselves singing songs in the hopes that key people from the entertainment industry will stumble upon their videos, but in the case of Bravo, not only has their battle video made them into household names, it has also turned them into revered and honored national heroes.

Their three-minute video inspires a producer to rally at Hollywood for a movie out of the event, a cause for celebration for Bravo. Why not? The promise of a hundred grand for every surviving member can turn his life around. They wouldn’t be infantry men if they had at least enough money to sustain a living, right? Even Billy, who is sent to the Army not for financial difficulties, can do a lot with that money.

During the Victory Tour, the Bravo men mingle with ridiculously rich and powerful people. During the last leg of the national tour, the owner of the football team Dallas Cowboys mingle with them, along with other rich and powerful people. With thigh-slapping hilarity and chin-rubbing profundity, Fountain portrays the stark difference of the rich and the poor. Bravo realizes how displaced they are in this world of business and political cocktails, and how strange it is that they ended up there. This is only one of the harsh realities that Billy has to absorb soon, because right after the Dallas Cowboys’ game, they are heading back to Iraq.

Despite Billy’s headache, a multitude of questions plague him. What would people think of him if he decides to escape Iraq and plead insanity? Would people think him a coward? Has he not fulfilled his obligation to his country? Doesn’t he owe to himself and to his family to exhaust all options in order to stay? Would it be a betrayal to his Bravo brothers if he turns his back on the war for the sake of his own life? Would it weaken his bond with Shroom, the fallen compatriot whom Billy has learned to love the most?

Shroom is like a wise and guiding brother, a brother that Billy never had. There’s a poetic and zen aspect to Shroom, and as it is with poets in fiction, he died in action at Billy’s arms. When Billy feels like crying because he is envious of the rich who don’t have to go to Iraq and because he is scared, he is reminded of Shroom’s words to him: don’t be scared. Further:

Fear is the mother of all emotion. Before love, hate, spite, grief, rage, and all the rest, there was fear, and fear gave birth to them all, and as every combat soldier knows there are as many incarnations and species of fear as the Eskimo language has words for snow. Spend any amount of time in the realms of deadly force and you will witness certain of its fraught and terrible forms.

Further questions: Is Hilary Swank really going to play the lead role in their movie? Will they meet Beyoncé and the other girls of Destiny’s Child right after halftime show? Will somebody ever give him an Advil? Will the cheerleader whom Billy found a connection with wait for his return from Iraq? Will he even join Bravo back to Iraq or not?

[Read in April 2015.]
[5 out of 5 stars.]
[307 pages. Trade paperback. New.]