I sit down and wonder: does this monthly planning make sense when I can barely keep up with my reading and my life? Admittedly, there are times when I just want to lie down and do nothing. It even comes to the point of ignoring my bladder or hunger. Not healthy, I know. I can be that lazy, but I refuse to call it laziness. It’s something that’s akin to this need to come down to a halt and let the crazy world run its business without me.
But yes, in spite of this nonlaziness, I still want to plan the books that I want to read. It’s my book porn; that’s the best way I can explain it. I know what you’re thinking: I’m just trying to drum up another excuse for not finishing the September books. And the August books. And even the July books.
Gaaah, let’s look at my backlog:
- Ulysses (April) – currently on 196 of 682. I’ll resume this on December.
- Mysteries (July, September) – untouched.
- The Swimming Pool Library (July, August, September) – untouched.
- The Tin Drum (August) – currently on 229 of 582. I’m reading it very slowly. Vibrant, humorous prose, but it just can’t dig deep into me.
- The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet (September) – currently on 309 of 560. I know I will finish it within this week. So far, I’m loving it. Besides, I am reading this along with Bennard, Mae, and Atty. Monique. We egg on each other if we feel stuck.
Hmm. Now let’s look at what I intend to read this month:
- Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy – I’ll be reading this with Aldrin, Alexa, Kate, Kwesi, Atty. Lynai, and Sheila (whew!). We’ll be starting this at the middle of October, so I have to, god help me, finish the four below soon.
- The God of Carnage by Yasmina Reza – I was intrigued by Bennard’s review. And it’s really slim (it’s a play), so maybe I could ditch this over the weekend, no?
- Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen – our book club’s pick. I have actually started reading it. Currently on 78 of 428.
- The Swimming Pool Library by Alan Hollinghurst – now I should be really reading this. I signed up for The Literary Others: An LGBT Reading Event, and I thought that this is a good opportunity to finally tick this off of my list.
- This Is How You Lose Her by Junot Diaz – this shouldn’t be here, right? This should be Mysteries. But I can’t help it! I got this only a few days after its release date, and I’ve been hearing a lot of good things about it. Plus, this short story collection could be a welcome distraction if I stumble on Anna Karenina.
I am slowly recovering from my reading rut. This looks like a promising month. Never mind that my new phone messed up a few hours ago (grrr), but let’s keep the negative energy away and ignore it.